DREAM FORUM - THE DOWNSIDE OF CHANGE FOR ME
POSTED January 19, 2012, 15:04 by Iceberg Rose (Viewed 173 times)
THE DREAM : First I feel up then I feel down. This dream is a downside dream.
I was in my own home as I am now and by chance was looking after children who were there but I am not sure how.
Their mothers arrived and I was glad they had come because I had been caring for the children till I found out what would happen. When the mothers came one mother was was scrutinizing everything and kept making comments about what didn’t meet her expectations. She was looking into things that I hadn’t looked into for years and I felt her disapproval.
I was uncomfortable because I didn’t ask for the children to be there I just found them there and was doing my best to care for them till a better way forward could be found. I tried to put this to the scrutinizing mother but her critique of my home and way of doing things continued.
A doctor was called to see one of the children. In the meantime the scrutinizing mother found a baby in an old school suitcase that dated back to the 1960;s. I had put it there and forgotten about it. I was sure it had to be dead by now as it had been more than two years since I had done so but it was alive and in terrible condition.
The doctor was compassionate and asked me to call UNICEF so the baby could be given compassionate care till it died but I forgot what he said when I got to the phone and had to go back and ask him again. I felt so ashamed of my incompetence and inadequacy. My memory was letting me down.
The dream closed with me holding dirty washing looking at a wall where a door once used to be. I had to find another way out of the building to get to the washing machine which was in a laundry building outside. I felt so inadequate.
THE BACKGROUND:I am working on personal paperwork I have neglected and am finding it a lot harder than I expected. I have found unpresented cheques going back more than 10 years with a value of some $400.00 and a number of prescriptions I never got filled. I have no idea why I filed things the way I did and cannot fully recall the time this paperwork deals with.
Some of the ways I put things brings back flashes of memory but I know by the referral letters to doctors I also found I was pretty sick at the time. I just wasn’t functioning and did not follow up the referrals.
The me I am finding in my paper work is a me I am finding it difficult to relate too. I can hardly recognize her. Writing up my dreams helps me confront this kind of truth about myself.
Unclesirbobby (POSTED January 19, 2012, 16: 4: 45)
Thats another fascinating dream. Its amazing how critical our dream self can be. We are our own worst critic as we fail to live up to the standards that we expect of ourselves. Your dream shows you acting in a way which you dislike. You are probably not as bad as you feel but its good that we can pick fault with ourselves. Thats the only way that we can improve
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